bored.

why live in self delusion or some people may call it, self denial?

in case some people dont know, i have another blog @ leeanaid.lj.com. why another one? cause i'm pretty much bored with my life. and i'm trying so hard to make it a better one.

fuck. i'm so pissed with the service given by HP! and the attitude given by the stupid reception at SIM!

i was watching bleach at the climax when the CPU decided to die on me!!!! arghhh! how annoying!

first time i made a police report.
first time i went to the police post.
first time i talk to the police officers.
first time i got advices from the officers.

second time i saw him being hurt so badly.
second time i see him trying to protect me from being hurt.

first time i'm going to really take action about it.

watch out bitch!

omg. i'm so gonna die in the next few days cause HP is so going to take my laptop away! so until i fix that damn CPU, i might have to worry being shut out from all network access suddenly! which is so not good. =( and worst is i cant bear to be away from my laptop! i hope they can like expedite the servicing of my laptop! if not i'm so gonna die!

i feel like going shopping again. duhhh.

bf's asleep. so it's me again to backup all those docs on my laptop. stupid boy! hahs. =)

sucks! the thunder is here! and there's no one to protect me now!! =( it's so scary. i'm gonna hide under my blanket now! will be back later!

HAHA THIS IS SO FUNNY!

chest pains.
somebody please kill me.

it's funny how people like to compete. like the amount of friends, people they are in contact of etc etc?
it's funny how people try so hard to maintain a friendship but others just don't appreciate it?
it's funny how people loves to show off the number of friends they have?

but so what?! know what? i don't give a bloody damn now. just a note, when i bother to talk you via msn or even sms or a call, i just wanna know that you're fine and doing well. if you don't appreciate it, it'sokay. i'd give a few more shots. then i'll give up the friendship already. so dont treat me for granted for god's sake. hello? what's wrong with you? you don't use me and dump me when you're done. i treat you as a friend. do you even understand that? sadly, no.

many acquaintances, true friends? few.

so, i'll just carry on with my life. talk to people. those who appreciates what i do for them. i appreciate you guys. even if we dont talk when we meet, it's still nice to have everyone right beside.

and i'm so pissed now cause i cant upload my bangkok photos on facebook! argh!